"Have you ever like, you are struck by sudden feeling, a feeling that you can’t elaborate with words. It just came, and very random, maybe because you are thinking about something but too embarassed to admit it, and suddenly tears just fall from your eyes? You just wanna say that you are very lonely, and tired of rejections, but it is also not true because you like loneliness, it is your best buddy and rejection is not as bad company. But you just feel sad out of nowhere, and then you wipe your eyes and smile. Because at the same time you feel that it is also beautiful. The loneliness, the incapablity, the sadness, they are very beautiful. Have you ever felt like that?"

Thursday, November 2, 2017

randomly written

i feel like jumping off of a ledge, any kind of ledge, where someone behind me just watching and i look at that person searching for confirmation and he just smile and nod and i feel like jumping off of a ledge. but it is safe because somebody is watching me and he agrees. i really feel like jumping off of a ledge now. looking for a friend. and he is finding him in me, and i'm finding me in him. so i feel like jumping off of a ledge now. on a sunny bitter day near the barren land where we both are friends who understand.

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