The Case of Missing Somebody

The Case of Missing Somebody
i walk oh so slow in the rain
how lucky is your friend,
enjoying your laughter, same space, same air
inches from you.
i had the chance to touch your face once,
tracing the map of your past.
your eyes, they are my happiness
and you know i know what heaven is, it's your smile.
knowing you,
my ego is dying a slow peaceful death
no more walls, no more shields on my soul.
i fold my ego and made it into paper planes
i swear i was flying.
i love you,
i think i want you to stay with me.
but now it's raining
slow.
(Nuril, 23/12/17)